Tuesday, November 29, 2005
wq is blogging! now that is something enlightening.haha.and interesting.
anyway, the past few days has been somewhat aimless. that same old empty feeling. sigh.
everyone seems to be having a good time. afterall, it is the holidays. it is the time to have fun. but for me, i feel like shutting myself away from the whole world and sometimes i'll wish that i could just become invisible or just disappear. zero possibility though.
i want to sit on top of the pyramid in West Coast Park again to just look at the sky and the sea. just did that on thursday and somehow i felt accomplished because i was able to do something on my own. i have always wanted to do things alone but always hesitated because i dislike being alone. sounds a bit contradicting doesn't it? haha. but that day, it felt good. it was like having inner peace. and the clouds seem to depict a different magical world which i foolishly wished i could be a part of.
and i need to work on my determination. it sucks. URGH.
phong.
love you like a sister;
4:01 pm
